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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

im so glad i chose to do the right thing! i think i've finally got the knot off my heart. god, once again, continue to enlarge it so that i dont stop at what i've just did (:

on another note, im just so irritated with my smu email! :/ its SO full that it could explode anytime. they really send emails for the SMALLEST of things! i dont exactly have the time to bother abt my inbox and its killing me!
and time is running out this week. i dont have all the time in the world. okay, i just pray that i can leave FTB earlier on sat, come on god, just this once :D you know i never like camps as such. i think i shld have chosen run 3/4! ): IM SO DREADING THURSDAY! and great, im gg to miss the pre-camp dinner tmr so im gg to be a step back. great, just great!
now the whole world is talking about SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL. matric, cca, medical checkup, career talk and before i know it, school's will start. i actually LOVE my life very much now that i would rather not start school. but, that would just be another dream of mine ):





it was a big sigh of relief (:











IM A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL! ((((:

after 2 days of SHOPPING with yihui, min and my mummy, i bought
2 dresses
1 pair of shoes
1 skirt
1 jeans
2 shorts
1 leggings
3 teeshirts
1 jumper


:DDDDDDDDDDD

this is just the start of uni. i cant believe the number of camps that are being organised just for us freshmen. being the unsociable me, i only signed up for FTB, because its compulsory. come to think of it, im half excited, half dreading uni to start. im starting later than the rest and i found out that almost all my uni events actually crash with ministry ones. oh great! i really need to depend on god a great deal more.


i am (: because
zhiwei and qi is back! so we are left with only jontay before we are complete again!
i enjoyed my bday with the sacg (:
emily and delvin got water baptised today!
i caught up with silin, with regina (leqi was sick ): ) after sooooo long! but when girls come together, they incessantly chat about anything under the sky <3 we are all gg into different schools but we know the next time we meet, it would be more than just a simple gathering. thanks dears for the bday dinner treat! (:
ppl that i didnt imagine remembering remembered my bday! haha, just like how shiwei said "there are friends that pass you by, but there are some friends that you will remember."
god spoke really divinely through jon babe and the sermon on sat. philippians 2:12-18 i think i will remember this verse for a loooooooonnnnnng time! i was really touched by babe's sms!
though im not exactly (: abt nana, but im really glad she was honest to me. in that way, i can help and pray for her to the best that i know how.
my matriculation on tues was a success. school fees, camp sign ups, security card etc. now im just praying FTB will turn out fine! thank God it isnt gg to be like reg!
the matthew event to escape was fun with jolyn, besides the fact that i only sat 3 rides in the entire escape! LOL.
i think i overcomed my personal struggle for the last few weeks, which is totally YAYYYYY!

and many many many manyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy more! :D

but im ): because
we havent found a bbq pit!
no matter how i try to do my best in certain areas, I DONT SEE THE RESULTS I WANT! is it my fault! )))))):
and i did my 50 crunches only on the first day! AHHHHHH! i must get back my motivation! -christopher leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

okay but i shall be joyful always, pray continually and give thanks to the lord in all circumstances!
pictures will be up some time soon. im too lazy to upload them now!


im gg to do 50 crunches from today.
say BYEBYE to my tummy in one month time! :D


AND CHRISTOPHER LEE IS DAMM HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!


when i see others, i dont want to compare, God.
help me help me to become like one of them, so that i can be used greatly in your kingdom.
let them be my motivation because if it can be done there, it can be done here.
i dont want to see the superficial, i want to see that above all, quality is what matters. i have quality, and when i become right with god, then things will become better.


let me love
let me pray
let me teach
let me lead
let me model
to the best that i know how to (:


i shall never have tuition till 11PM again and i shall never take bus 12 again. the ride was so long and it made me SO tired even before tuition started :/
its fun talking to sofia, it makes me feel like a sec four all over again and makes me want to go back to girls school with my friends. but im all grown up now ):

well, the whole day has just been madness. but i guess tuition and watching so you think you can dance and the 9pm show at sofia's house made it better. seriously better. (dont ask me why am i watching the teevee at my tutee's hse, because we both liked it so we watched, haha!) tuition with her is fun because we read seventeen mags, look through her sch mag for pretty girls and talk abt guys like randall tan and christopher lee! i never expected myself to give tuition like that, haha. but yes, i do give proper tuition.


AND liudi's sms was really funneh. hahaa. i have a really cute sheep! at the end of the day, its more action than talk that counts la my dear (:


i miss zhiwei and huiqi ):
i pray they come home real soon.
so that i can go hopetots with zhiwei and phleg in my bedroom with huiqi aft her tuition with my brother :D


i dont want to grow older, i dont want to start school, i dont want to go for the compulsory teambuilding camp etc.

): this is so frustrating. why cant i just be doing what i have been doing for the last 6 months? going on to uni would mean more responsibilities, more time management, more tests, more struggles than before.

but yes, i know, only when i am weak, then i am strong. only through my weakness can i then boast in christ my lord (:




i havent blog for quite sommeeeee time (: