Saturday, June 21, 2008
as i was walking home from the 162 bus stop after our gathering last night, i started to pray (: i dont know why and the scene of me praying and walking was unthinkable in the past. probably because i didnt have that kind of maturity yet.
i started to pray for the cg, praying for the individuals instead of writing down in my prayer journal. the seemingly long and slow walk home gave me time to ponder over issues, encouragement and testimonies the group had and will have if we continue to grow as one and individually (:
at the end, god was good because he reminded me through clm and my thoughts that i was called to lead the group not because of my abilities, but because i have a willing heart and im willing to rely on him. as the group continues to grow, i pray for
courage to speak hard truths into people's lives so that they can grow;
wisdom to lead the group and to speak or do the right things at the right time;
anionting to lead the group to greater heights, not just 11 j1s, but more because my god is a BIG god :D
let discipleship and outreach surround my daily life such that the moment i slacken off, i will be uncomfortable because its part and parcel of my life. rather, ITS WHAT MY LIFE IS ABOUT!
I see a happy ending/ 1:42 AM
la femme
ens ; 06S02 ; 12/07/1989 ; SAcg ; paiis ; EJS
