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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

you meet someone of the opposite sex. he or she really catches your eye.
uh-oh.
then you get to know this person, and you find out he or she has a great personality as well.
double uh-oh.
to top it off, this person sends you that "i'd like to get to know you better" vibe.
major uh-oh.
what about this, the person is just directly opposite you, just a cross of the road or even within your reach if you choose to take that path home.
MAJOR MAJOR UH-OH.



thank god i chose to stay put (: the truth is, we are all human and its natural for all of us to feel one way or another. BUT, the choice to stand firm, the choice to let God nurture our relationship and the choice to let the other person grow before you decide to do anything takes maturity. im not saying im very mature, neither am i so godly that i dont think much about how certain relationships i have with certain ppl can be further-ed. i did think much on my walk home just now on what would have happened if i had cross the line. uh-oh, then i could have fallen into the devil's trap and make myself more vulnerable to certain things that will tend to come after making such decisions.

now, i choose to want to be mature in my thoughts and actions. come to think of it, i should have been thinking more about raphael conviction, the jc ministry's vision and my own take-homes from today's prayer meet rather than all these! tsk, wake up hsiaoen! theres more to life than just THESE.

okay time to sleep. i have to wake up early for raph's clm tmr. shant go online then (:


(anyway, the above thoughts were inspired by the book i kiss dating goodbye. but its rather true in my life. haha.)