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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

‘do you remember those times?’

I realise, I never change. Haha. It’s been like this since the first restructuring happened, which was ages ago! each time I meet nana, vanessa or even pearly, I would go, "remember those times when…" and maybe now, my circle enlarges.

I remember telling god, I want this day and date to arrive as soon as possible. I remember saying and complaining about how things arent the same anymore and also whining that IF ONLY our pastures were as green as the others.

Just now, on the way home, I thought otherwise.
I was telling god, actually I preferred those times (I know im not making any sense here). I remember reminscing on Saturday night about how actually those were fun times we had together. Its not that im not enjoying myself at the present moment. I told god, I want my pastures to be green on our side from that day on, and it has been till this day. But, theres a difference. A real difference. Okay, I don’t think you get what I mean, but I guess im just blabbering on about how we, or rather I, tend to be so fickle when things change. And its not the first time already D:

It keeps coming back. And no, im not saying im haunted by those incidents that I lose sight and value on what im suppose to do now. Its just that, those bittersweet memories keep flooding my mind and being the sentimental person I am, its hard to keep them at the back of my head.

AHHHHHHHHHHH GOD!
Let me learn to be contented! When I gain certain things my way, I lose certain things as well. Omg, this is SO TRUE.

Oh! xingyi is staying her first night in rc, I pray that she will be alright and that she will wake up in time for school tmr! I’ve got a list on the things I can hand over to her in school tmr too. God, bless the first cg lunch we are gg to have tmr as well! Let this SACG be one that makes a statement for you in the school! We don’t want to be like the group on the left or right of the table we are gg to sit at tmr, but make us one that is so attractive and fun that others will turn their heads once they enter the café, not for the sake of being high profile, but because we want to honour you and let others see you in us (: amen!

I see a happy ending/ 1:43 AM