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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

2 lessons learnt from a day with god (:

1 the great commission is going to be fulfilled in our lifetime.
what am i going to do ; what am i going to invest in ; what am i going to tell my people?
a lot of things went through my mind as shirls asked us to pray last night. praying for my heart to expand, praying that even as my mind whirls at the thought of church planting and is blown off by what one of the church planter says, i will want to bring it back to my school first and do what i can in here before i talk about a much larger scale.
in my lifetime
thats both a scary and exciting word. scary because there are so much things undone and we have to do it within this 40 or 50 years we have in our lives. exciting because its precisely that we have only 40-50 years that we can really see how god is going to move so much more than now although he's already moving at such a fast speed.

but yes, i want to be part of this relay (: i want to cross that victory line for god.


2 god has his own perfect timing
okay this wasnt exactly learnt ytd but it was reinforced by jontay. seeing how things around me develop and evolves really shows me how god doesnt shortchange us. many a times, i fall into the trap of doing this and that which is not really necessary because i tell myself just in case god forgets. just in case. what a stupid 3 word-ed phrase. GOD DOESNT FORGETS AND GOD DOESNT SHORTCHANGE (: back doors are dumb, seriously. how can i doubt god when god has proven himself faithful to me time and time again. so just because of my own stupidity and selfishness, i go - just in case lah god. but from now, no more 'just in case'. let me be the righteous one that god will favour! (: aint that good enough. aint someone god chooses good enough, god NEVER makes mistakes. so why do i even worry.

no more i do it cos my leaders say so or the church says so, but doing it because i know thats how it all works. forcing my way and doing things my way will only result in the second best and hsiaoen, why will you want the second best? (: so the perfect timing, that will be what im waiting for. but ahhh, god, you got to remind me time and time again okay. (: