I think I've got a reason to enjoy the sun

Monday, April 07, 2008

the tpy flat is cleaner now! all thanks to yujun jontay ruying and limin! and we have our own wall to spray paint and graffiti on, isnt that cool?! to think that i sort of scolded my dad for buying this flat 3 years ago. haha, its of so much use now. :D

following after, went to meet s02 for coco's bday and the guys' farewell (: co, you were surprised right? at least before that dumb manager brought the entire cake with the breadtalk plastic bag before you. i was shocked can. literally dumbfounded. haha. so we spent the night eating at the asian kitchen and at the esplanade rooftop discussing life and playing poker. from mas selamat to the teachers in sa to ns to melvin's naughty students. its nice to be able to sit down together to talk about anything just like how we used to in cafe (: the atmosphere's different but the people are the same. no doubt not everyones here, but most will turn up i hope, the next time we meet :D and the photos below are so precious because the guys wouldnt be like that in a few days time. not that leo's really flat hairstyle today would make a difference! haha. but yeah, photos below before they go hair-less :D

oh and you can really see how sad and angsty they are about gg into ns from the look on their face! (:

honestly, i didnt know if i was happy or sad. but after today, i realise, maybe things can be like what they are now with a particular someone :D pure and natural. (haha, this sounds like a mineral water.) let me comfort myself by saying that if thats all that you see, then maybe i cant be that. i dont really dare to imagine a future like this, because of all thats happening now. but i know that i must envision sth easier, sth better so that i wouldnt feel so lost. maybe that encouragement wasnt needed. haha.

ohwells.

I see a happy ending/ 5:48 PM