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Saturday, April 05, 2008

i was so relieved after today!

firstly, our first ctm at yakun, toapayoh was successful! esp with xingyi's phone being cranky all the time. haha. and im glad that in this team, we have a common goal towards what we want to see in our cg. (: we'll go far, yes, we will! i thank god that in spite of all the changes, I still have them to go through all the shit with me. haha, with them, everything will be alright. :D

and cg (: it was fresh and fun! with all the (sinful) icecream and brownies to make us fat, who wouldnt? but the food was fabulous, all thanks to donny and yujun! :D and things turned out better than expected, which was good! and, i've moved on, just like limin and xingyi. a new group to nurture and mould, one thats brimming with potential. ay god, i just want to give my best!

and finally, everythings over. uni application, scholarship essays and supporting documents. i have never felt more relieved than today after i inserted my last supporting doc into the box at smu. you know, all this preparation that needs to be done for the future gets on my nerve. everything from submitting photos to printing the acknowledgement forms to choosing the faculty i want to enter puts me off D: i dont ever want to do this again. once is far more than enough! haha. all the brain-racking, pulling of hair, screaming at my dad and transport fee wasnt worth it. but its over, and i thank god for it! haha.

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god is really good! just when i was praying real hard for a job beacuse of my increasing expensse, my tutor's coordinator called me out of nowhere to offer me a tuition job. i didnt even know who he was! and i've got a yj year 1 girl! the pay's good and its just 1 hr a week. which means i have more time for ministry! like what jontay says, god is just (: as i look back, i cant help but to see how real god is in every area of my life. im not exactly good with words because im not eloquent fluent or whatever you call it. but i know and i want to use my life to testify just how good god is.

steamboat tmr! i would never have been able to do this in the past, but now. i wna go all out. :D i cant agree more with limin. i love this new bunch of saints. let me be proud enough to say, and one day the rest, that i love my sa cg! (:

ah well, tmr's going to be a really loooooooonnnnggggg day. i need the strength to ensure that i can go through the day with enough energy to do what i need to do! thats why, i shall go off to bed now! goodnights! (:

I see a happy ending/ 4:56 PM