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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

i choose to stand for this generation

this phrase has been in my mind since i went for the planetshakers concert with nana. God hasnt failed to speak volumes to me the past few days. and im loving it (:

i remember what jontay told me and yihui on the bus one day on the trip home that set me thinking. i was thinking about a lot of things on whether i was able to cope, whether i was able to relate and whether i was being selfish if i wanted things my way. and i ask god, why should i stay? what will be the reason that will make me stay here willingly. not just because jontay told me to. well, god never fails to amaze me :D

the past few days since thursday, he has been speaking to me about this generation. from the planetshakers concert to torch's testimony and shirls' own conviction, the reason is so evident. and it is because this generation should be the one im willing to invest in! shirls and torch's conviction in america room last night was so overwhelming that i could literally feel their heartbeat, everyone must have felt it (: and as i shared to zhiwei and yihui on the way home that night on the conviction i had, i knew that, this is it. i want to be part of moulding and building this generation up. enough of all the nonsense about being inadequate,irrelevant or lonely. its not about saying and talking so much about this, but about living a life out that really shows my conviction. just as how shirls, torch and chris's lives fully exemplify their conviction, thats how i want to do it (: because im investing in something thats for eternity.

god, i said it and i commit it, use not the one on my left or right, front or back, but me. because at the beginning, i was made to serve you (: the only rewarding and most satisfying thing one can ever do in this life time is see transformed lives as we lead an exemplary lifestyle. i want to do just that god.

if this is what god can do on a normal saturday night in america room, what more in thai camp! im waiting in eager expectation, really :D