Saturday, April 05, 2008
i cant exactly sleep because i have been thinking..
just that day, i had that i-dont-want-to-talk-to-her kind of mood. i dont know why i had this particularly strong feeling towards her. i didnt want to, but it was instinctive and overwhelming! and it spoiled the plans i had for that day D:
and just the other day, i saw this photo that got me all worked up ): i dont know why im still getting so worked up over such measely things but i couldnt help it. i think im such a jack-ass -.- i dont know if its pure unwillingness or really disdain but you were so not subtle that it hurts now when i replay that scene in my mind.
if others can do it, why cant i? you might say that im too selfcentred or plain stupid but i cant exactly get over sth like this so fast, can i? but yes, i know, this is getting way too draggy. i need my sleep badly. can i not lose any of it over something thats not worth it? D:
(and yes limin, i know you are gg to kill me for staying up so late. haha. but i cldnt help it, really. )
I see a happy ending/ 6:30 PM
la femme
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