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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

supper with nettie and kat on tues night was fulfilling (: yet scary. you know, the thing about the future is that its something which we cannot control. we talked about a lot of things but at the end of the day, nothing actually seemed to have concluded. haha. the long walk home with nettie pass shunfu, pass seasons view, pass cat high was nice too. its through these long walks where we actually got to know one another deeper, where we got to really sort out our thoughts with the help of one another. i cant help but to admit that nettie really made me think about what i did in the last few months, whether it was good or bad. and she's the only one whos daring enough to ask me about things i myself am embarrassed or shy to admit about. im sure im going to miss her when she moves on to tertiary. i need someone like her to always remind myself what my actual thoughts are because i dont want to be caught on with the routine and protocols of life that i force myself to neglect these thoughts.

work with shem on wed was fun too! the people at the toy museum were really really really nice! we not only had free entrance to the 5 floors of toys, we even had a treat from the cafe's manager! :D new friends made were lovely too because they made working at the museum much more enjoyable! haha. i will be going down tmr so lets hope they are on shift tmr!

two long but meaningful days (:
well, i was thinking about what nettie said, and maybe. just maybe i realise its actually my fault. my fault that things became what they were today. my fault that i choose to avoid when things were going on fine. and because of my doing, things cannot and will not return back to what they use to be. they didnt, in reality. ): but as time rushes past (its already march 2008 if you realise) , certain memories will be erased and i really hope that this memory will be gone too. probably nothing will happen in the near future or even far future. but just as what i've said, the future is something we have no control over, so i shall just let go and let god :D

but gosh, i just realise. its hard to picture myself even doing that - erasing that part of my memory that is D: