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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

hopetots, lunch, pedicure, nus, dinner at my aunt's hse and then step up 2 :D
what limin said was true. that there are times, such as these, where we need to back away from our usual routine and people to relieve ourselves of whatever is happening. and im glad i did! the twist of events that happened today was probably god's way of allowing me to enjoy my day without any particular disturbance (:

well, step up 2 wasnt exactly as awesome as step up 1 although the dance moves were slick and cool. some were really beautiful! but, im not exactly into hip-hop or r&b so i still prefer step up 1. coupled with a love story interwined, step up 1 was definitely more intriguing. :D i was slightly sorry that i had to leave my aunt's bday celebration halfway because i knew i was compromising on the time we set aside to spend time together, but i really wanted to watch step up 2, so i forgo it. i didnt really know if i was being balance, but whatever, its over :)

and lastly, a part of me hasnt exactly gotten over it i know. but when everything and everyone else moves on, you know that you dont really have the time to drag your feet and whine so that someone will notice you. in fact, they are already moving on so fast that they find you a burden. i just hope as things go on, this kind of obligatory relationship that i, or rather, we once experience will not happen again. because if it were to happen like before, then i rather it never happen at all.

above all, now i understand why people say you can share and you can open up your life to others, but they might not neccessarily understand or empathise with you. because cliche as it might sound, only true friends stand by you, in both good times and bad. what a revelation D: i guess at times, i try to hard. but then again, how can i not when its my responsibility? and so its times like this when saturday's sermon becomes all the more applicable.

joy, something im looking and yearning for and which i know i must make the decision to be joyful in all circumstance. (: