favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised. - Proverbs 31:30 /
Monday, January 07, 2008
i dont know why this is happening, and i really hate this kind of shit. feelings are so manipulative. GOD, why is this happening? it wont get lost, no matter how hard i try.
i really tried. sometimes,you make me detest you so much that i feel like giving up.but i know i cant.this feeling seriously sucks.