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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

i didnt choose him, he chose me!

sth simple, yet life-changing. :D



yay! we managed to celebrate both geks and xiaolan's bday! and we bought for them each a cup and a pretty card! (: and finally, geks managed to catch up with co and xiaolan which she didnt last week. dinner was funnnn too! we ate and played the slapping game, and we laughed about all the things we will attempt to do in future. hahha. geklancominen. i thank god for these girls in my life, of which without them, jc life will be so boring and meaningless. :D




and zhiwei did a collage for our day out on sunday too! (:



and my job at st. hilda's wasnt too bad either. :D the kids were generally nice and sweet except for this one boy who kept asking me the retarded qns of "teacher can you help me do?" totally irritating! but i enjoyed it. going back for more next tues!




Here i am oh lord
i bring this sacrifice,
my only life, i offer up my life
i look to you lord
your love that never ends restores me again

so i lift my eyes to you lord
in your strength will i breakthrough lord
touch me now
let your love fall down on me
i know your love dispels all my fears
through the storms i will hold on lord,
and by faith i will walk on lord
and i'll see beyond my calvary
one day
and i'll be complete in you.



i enjoyed today! (:

went for morning breakfast gathering with the info com ppl, at serangoon rc. which was good cos i got to know the others much more.and breakfast was nice too, cos it was handmade by alvin! hahha. went for ctr after that and im really inspired by what pastor ben and jontay said. :D or rather inspired by what hope people around the world have been doing! so after the meeting, went to meet zhiwei debbie alvin and freedy with yihui. we became really phleg at far east cos we didnt know what to do. in the end we walked over to shaw house with the intend to eat, but bought movie tickets for cloverfield instead. hahah. debbie and alvin left though, because one was tired while the other had to book in. the movie was nice, because it was really sweet. but it made me think alot. hahha, here, some random pics!







as you can see, we sort of influence each other to be choleric because when we sat down and had nothing to do, we started to plan for the week ahead. haha, see yihui zhiwei and freedy! and i realise, my whole body lags. because i only feel nausea AFTER the entire show! hahah.



today wasnt a really good day hsiaoen but well done for covering up! (: ah wells, its just so apt how god seems to come in at the perfect moment to refill the empty engine that has been running since the start. how fengmin's sharing made me see the value of believeing in what god has for me, and how raphael's deuteronomy 11:8-12 totally made up for whatever discouragement or negative feelings i had.

the misty view i had in oceania room cleared as i sorted out my thought and prayed that today will be the last day this is happening, and that from today, things will go on better, from glory to glory because thats what you want for me, and what i want for myself. :)


how does it feel, when everything starts to drift apart.
away from what you thought was the perfect world you lived in.

but then i told myself
im small, but the world is big. 



sunday, monday, tuesday and today was lovely!time spent with my dearies are never fruitless because we spend time talking about anything under the sun, and thats what friends are for, arent they? (:

SUN: day out with zhiwei! hopetots;dyed our hairs;slacked at her hse.



MON: met leqi! repaired my nokia phone;ate subway;got cheated :( and went shopping!



TUES: shopping with geks and dinner with co and xiaolan at thomson followed by miss clarity cafe,limin was there all along too!geks finally made a date with us! more next tues too :D







TODAY: caught up with char and geok again after char came back from her trip. i love the both of them! :)


and cg forfeit! hurhur. the guys had to eat the bread cheek to cheek! and thomas came! :D




:( my stomach is growling really badly now.
and i realise, i need to sign up for btt really soon, or i will be taking it in may! hahah.



i dont know why this is happening, and i really hate this kind of shit. feelings are so manipulative. GOD, why is this happening? it wont get lost, no matter how hard i try.










i really tried.
sometimes,you make me detest you so much that i feel like giving up.but i know i cant.this feeling seriously sucks. 



it feels weird not gg for school, really weird.

no more queuing up early in the morning to scan our thumbs,
no more morning walks with leqi, reg and shiwei,
no more fighting to see who stands at the front during morning assembly,
no more walking fast or slow, trudging through the wet mud on the field just to escape from the view of miss k,
no more hanging out at the toilet before almost every lesson so as to waste precious time,
no more seeing one row of guys sitting in front of us pretending to listen to class,
no more newspaper board behind us,
no more scenes of mr chia asking us to fill his water bottles when we want to re-fill ours,
no more lame jokes from mr chia,
no more seeing jianming stand up and walk to the front of the cc or class to tackle the really complicated technology,
no more hearing co bo yy xl min and geks telling me to hurry up in the toilet,
no more fun chem lessons with mrs cheng,
no more chance to rack our brains over whether to buy western or muslim food,
no more chance to roll our eyes over the things ps say or do,
no more dreading of me lessons,
no more slacking in cafe or the student centre playing guess who,carom or the marble game,
no more going shopping in the popular of sa,
no more rushing down for pe and giving zj our valuables,
no more consultations outside the glass doors,
no more fun times in the computer labs,
no more hoping its thurs so that we can go to the cc to sit and enjoy the aircon,
and so on...

we usually write this after graduation when ppl get really sad and emotional about leaving their class and school. i dont know why i suddenly felt so nostalgic when i went back to sa on wed (:




last day in school (:


after A's!


soccer match at nat stadium

bo's bday


after prelims!

after zzjm




we ponned math lect to take these pics :D

jianming sleeping during lecture

our pic in the toilet

random :)

in the chem lab

our indon dinner

before math lesson

sports day 2007


after bt2

31/12/2006

hellokitty gang in the sc!

during me lesson. the qns was, what guys are?

i cant rmb where D:

slacking in the cafe

cc :)

cross-country 2007

heal the world crew (:

during htw auditions

youyin's bday 2006

when the guys are sleeping

sentosa trip

our first class outing
 
at heeren

navy museum

heal the world (:

class photo :D
 
cny 2007

at wildwildwet!

at the airport :D

sentosa again




chalet! (:

our newspaper board