Monday, June 18, 2007
first frontier has ended, and through this camp, god has spoken to me much more than i ever expected or imagine. i was expecting much, but he gave even more. :) god just never fails to touch when you least and most expect. ahwells, when he speaks, it means i have to obey willingly and wholly, if there even is such a word.
the realness of why im doing what im doing now when everyone else is busy mugging is because his will is so much more important than mine. i do have that feeling of, yeah, i should be out there studying hard now instead because if i do not, my bt2 will seriously head for the valleys. but, when everything becomes clearer as god starts to paint a picture in my heart, you know that its not merely what we are doing now, but what we are doing now that will last for eternity.
i realise, time starts to run out when you suddenly realise the importance of it. it happened when i was in cch, now in sa. 6 weeks is all we have left. i dont even have the time to think about whether i want to do it, because i need to do it, without which, i will have failed my stay in sa, and it will be such a total waste. 6 weeks to leave a legacy. 6 weeks to build up a strong team that will continue on and be like fairfield meth or even bigger.
there's just no time.
I see a happy ending/ 12:51 PM
la femme
ens ; 06S02 ; 12/07/1989 ; SAcg ; paiis ; EJS
