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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

i went for the csi-the real search today. it was fun. we acted like real investigators looking for evidence and clues. but we were still blur! =/ there were 3 stolen items in the room but we found 1 only. but it was fun! i think the grps that won were really VERY VERY observant! to think that they could even show that the car was at the scene was remarkable. our whole roup didnt even realise that. lols. everyone enjoyed the search. we even had time to lie in the room to watch tv shows before our presentation. we were fed to the brim too, with 2 tea breaks and lunch! :DD yay. a nice sat spent with my stead! and amanda, huijuan, tie hao and linus. we couldnt take a group photo tho, because huijuan left early. ah,wells, i had loads of photos on the evidence. oh man, we should have just taken photos in the resort room. lols.


i've been thinking loads.

who hasnt dreamt of that perfect lifestyle? one that we can shop the whole day and hi-tea the whole afternoon. one in which we club the whole night through and sleep through the whole morning, knowing that the sky would be held up by someone else.

who hasnt dreamt of that perfect looks? maybe the blonds look great. maybe that 26-24-25 figure looks fantastic. maybe even the clothes that top models wear are what we fawn over because that's what the world loves, isnt it?

who hasnt dreamt of that perfect job? one that is slack but allows the money to continue rolling in regardless of our atittude and aptitude. one that doesnt require us to be on site 24/7 but instead allows us to do whatever we want even if it is during office hours.

who hasnt dreamt of the perfect friends to have? those who are popular, those who are in the crowd, those who are rich and are able to provide even for their friends.

who hasnt dreamt of the perfect boyfriend to have? one who is loving caring and charismatic. one who thinks of myself all the time and calls me all the time. one who is willing to do whatever we want him to do.

and the list goes on.
how perfect can the world be i ask myself. why do i ask for so much when its more than i can handle. will i like the world to perfect or do i love the world as it is right now. right now i guess. no more thinking and no more wishing :DD being convicted and confident as a child of god, as a heir of the kog, as jesus BEST FRIEND, as my daddy's darling daughter. nothing else matter more i assure you :)))


i went for service today :DD i havent gone for svc for 2 consecutive weeks. i was so desiring for spiritual food and i was so satisfired today! :) sitting at africa room without the youth was funny. the atmosphere was totally different but we made it as high as possible. lol. the window was sound proof hence we couldnt really hear the people screaming. the sound system was having alot of feedback too leading to irritating sounds in the room. but we could still hear shirls. it was really funny inside the room but we were definitely not shortchange because we saw and heard everything going on :) i love svc. and i want to commit to cg now. no more procrastination, no more spiritual warfare with commitment. just a promise to commit and nothing else.


freakingly freaking day. i dont know what's the problem with me. i dont want to aggravate the condition but i dont know how to stop it. it is seriously getting infuriating. :S i feel hurt to be so irritating but i cant help it. i seriously cant help it. gosh. am i getting menopause or sth? sheesh. this is making me so freaking pissed with myself. >.< god, help me overcome this assy problem and give me a breakthrough in whatever im doing. seriously, a BREAKTHROUGH. it gets fustrating knowing i cant help it but i know faith surpasses anything :) just faith in you to strengthen me and lead me so that everything comes to a good end, if it is your will :DD


i went out with reg and leqi today :) we went out to just SHOP SHOP and SHOP. :DD we headed to topshop at wisma first and leqi bought earrings. we were so fascinated by the make up kit there. we played with it and our whole body was glittering! :))) we went to cine after that to change a shirt i had bought but to no avail. i even went to taka and wisma again to change it but they had no more stock! it was so sad. the shirt i had was stained. then we headed to esprit at mandarin hotel before going to far east. leqi shopped for her bag there. and she was satisfied! :DD i helped her choose the bag too. aint my taste good leqi? x) lol. we continued shopping and took neos too! i didnt know that we had walked so much until i asked for the time. and my legs were already tired by then. lol. we headed to crystal jade after that for dinner and we shared la-mian and dim sum. :)) it was yummy! but we soon headed home because it was late and we had school tmr. RAH. but we enjoyed ourselves!

such a lovely day with my darlings! lovelovelove. <3


...its in you that i have the faith
to stand up and be strong
cause i know im no longer bound
its in you that i have found
peace of mind, freedom from my sins
and the power to love and forgive :)

working with limin was fun! although the job was tiring and cold. lols. but it was worth it. and thank god that she was there. if not, the rest of us would have to work harder. i wouldnt mind another job with her again! :DDD


promos are so so so so over! WOOTS! this day was on my mind since the tv screen in cafe started counting down the days to gp. all the mugging and sacrificing is over. i do not have any load to carry on anymore. and that was why we went out to shop play and eat right after econs. :DD it was such a carefree day. school was totally not on my mind. ohwells, after the freaking econs was over, b2 bobo coco limin geks and me went for breakfast at macs. i didnt really wanted to eat macs cos its fattening! but everyone wanted, so we went. we crap loads too. oh,and i told b2 coco and limin about my dream with paris hilton :) it was such a glam dream!

lols. anyway, we went to wisma after trying to spend alot of time at macs. we had the whole day to waste so we didnt mind sitting there longer. geks and me then pierced our ears at bits and pieces! it was painful. =/ but geks was so nonchalant about it. how can she? lols. we cam whored in the toilet too. we always cam whored so it was nothing special. the only sad thing was i didnt bring my camera! that was sad :( geks and coco have to send me all the photos then. besides cam whoring, we took neos. it turned out PRETTY :) pretty pretty pretty! but some of it turned out hilarious because of the rubbish we put in the neos. leo came to join us after the neos too. we walked around and waited for mel to eat at subway too. woah. she has a wide social circle! and wide is really WIDE. she met many of her friends at heeren. i saw stephanie and yvonne too! i haven seen stephie for long. but she's still the same. lols.

we went to marina soon after. we flew kites and played with bubbles! :DDDD our kite flew so high! really high! we even had to run after the string because it flew till the end. it was the first time i flew such a high kite. the other times the kite didnt fly so high. it was lovely to just see the kite fly so freely :) but we withdrew it soon after because we wanted to go and play bowling. only coco b2 leo and me went bowling tho. limin and bobo continued to fly the kites again. the bowling was fun too, but my thumb did hurt after playing. leo was good, and he still said that he wasnt good at playing bowling. =/ what a liar! lols. the fun at marina ended abruptly because of the haze. argh. indonesia is so freaking irritating and irresponsible can. what gives her or the farmers their right to burn the land and cause irritation to their neighbours? they are so selfish! we had to cancel our steamboat in the end and have our dinner at thaiexpress at j8. i would have wanted steamboat! :( but the food at thaiexpress wasnt any worse. hehs. melvin joined us after his tuition with the CLEVER boy. lols. thats what leo calls the boy. lols. but he didnt order anything to eat. he just wanted plain water. our zhong ji mi ma at thaiexpress was also hilarious. oh, one more thing, we shldnt play zhong ji mi ma with melvin anymore because he will come up with weird number that you would have to calculate. sheesh. lols

we ended the day at j8 then. what a playful day! :)

oh,and im finally back to blog after 1 whole month. down with mugging, up with blogging! :DD