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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

hellos(: yes! its been ages since i've blog. i think i've kinda lost the mood to blog. everything thats been haywired in my life is finally settling down. ohwells, kind of. i guess i dont wna blog because i dont have to give an account to anyone abt my life.eh, only god! but thats between me and him, no one else. i guess thats why others do not wna blog too. because certain things that we do not want others to see, well, for SOME ppl, they some how or another manage to peek inside. and it can be infuriating! ><>< haha. cos pink is my favourite colour. hehs. :DD


i didnt know i was so attached until today. i guess i really love them.

chanel, the girl who comes to school with me every morning. i'll really miss your presence on the mrt, on the bus and in class.

yanshan, the 6-pointer who's staying in SA and who's gng to spend the next 2 yrs beside me in the same class.

minyi, the noisy yet sweet girl who always says that she loves me. i love you too dear(:

subing, the quiet and slack girl who always never do her tutorials. tsk tsk girl. ><

sharon, the closest one to me in the class, and who ended up pang-sehing me to go work. hmmph. lols. but i'll miss you. yes i'll.

colleen, the one who encourages me to do qt and the one who deepened my knowledge abt the bk of james. i love you too sister! (x

jaslyn, the girl with the cool specs and who is also as noisy as minyi. rahh. you just look cool can!

melly, the tall and sweet looking girl. thanks for all your small notes of encouragement and the hearts.

geks, thanks for providing the photos of the class so i can always look back and rmb the class 06S03, that made a difference in my life.

sopheara, the studious and caring girl who comforted me when i was down. thank you girl! =D

peiling, the first girl i know in 03, haha. she's sweet too. just know that you are missed. xD

yonghui, a nice guy who is comfortable to talk to. thanks for accompanying me for lunch that day.

RED, the vain guy who loves FANN WONG like me! haha. i love talking to you too.

jeremy, my og-mate cum cg-mate. who always suan everybody, leaving the class feeling cold. =x

shiwei, the dunno-whether-he-is-serious guy. you are nice and approachable.

fred, the crappy and always enthusiastic guy who make our whole cg one fun and lovely cg. i do hope you can make it to SA! yes, than we can do BS together! (=

yongjian, another crapster. lols. i'll miss your presence in whatever class i go to. because your funny actions are the one that makes the class enjoyable. enjoy yourself in VJ too!

zhexuan, another quiet but supportive guy in our cg. its sad that we didnt get to see you for the last time today. but 06S03 will meet up, and you will be there right? get well soon(:

guanhoe, another bb player who looks and acts just like justinchou. lols. best of luck in NJ okays. enjoyed being in the same class as you.

eugene, thanks for inviting me to BS. and thanks for being such a nice brother, teaching me the ways of the bible. i'll rmb them.

yongwei, i've talked to you only once, but you seem learned. >< you've chosen practicality over dreams and i wish you best of luck in poly okays. rmb S03!

zhicong, you are a comfortable guy to talk to! top scorer for the last PE also right? lols. thanks for leaving your footsteps in my life.

rayson, the pon-school guy. lols. i enjoyed being your friend. we'll still keep in contact even aft separating into different cg yeaps? (x

richard, the quiet guy. i know you are in CO with yanshan! lols. excel well in whatever you do okays.

and lastly. mr fong, a patient and excellent teacher who always stand our nonsensical acts. i really sincerely do hope he's my physics tutor in the 2nd intake. will it be daddy?

and yes. that's 06S03. i love this class to bits. thank you each and everyone of you for loving me. i wont forget you guys, and you all wont too yeaps? 06S03, friends forever. that's a promise.


i havent blog for long because im frustrated. im irritated. im pissed! bleaghs. everythings gone wrong. i've never felt so down and so lost in my 16 yrs of life can. and i mean everything! decisions and adaptations are so hard to make. why do i have to adapt to so many things at one time? why do i have to make decision and not be sure of them. sure. i must have faith. faith in the decisions im making. faith in my daddy. i do not want to be like a wave, tossed in the sea, i want to stand firm and say, YES. i want to go there.

but, i cant.

its hard when there's no one arnd to empathise. its hard when there's no one to talk deep down to. sure, there are friends arnd to play and chat with. but friends have their own life and friends get busy. its even worse when everything arnd you changes and the good friends whom you were close with are now further away than before. god, i dunno why im in this predicament now, i believe you have your plans for me, i know you know whats right and whats good for me. give me the strength to carry on and the wisdom to make the right choice because i want to glorify you. let me have faith in you and in the decision i make. dont let me drift away from you lord because that is not what i want. i want to be in this race eternally and thats why lord, i need that boost of strength from you. thank you lord(: