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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

cny is a good time to gather with our family members and stuff and yeaps, i did gather and enjoy the times spent with near and far relatives. :D haha. its always heartwarming when everybody sits together, chats together and munch on the cny goodies together. at least you know that almost everyone around you will get fat together with you! =x haha. and you get to know things abt your relatives like how weiting's CT is my far uncle's relative, my grandaunt just stay opposite minqi and blah blah. its amusing to know so many stuffs. and plus, when we visit, we get red packets! haha. okays, i love the red packets, the food and the new clothes, but i do love the people more! (:

and yeah. dumb justin just called to ask me out for a midnight movie-i not stupid too. last minute and obviously dis-allowed, i rejected. aww. i bet he's feeling sad. =x ohwells, im going to watch the movie with my fam tmr, so im not sad. hehe. and yay! we'll be going out with rachel, sarah and fam tomorrow. i just love going out with them! i hope we do sth much much fun-er than our previous ice-skating. haha.

and what's with jom and hoon and the EJS GANG and the dajieda who's mouth is open! i dunno who's their dajieda and i choose NOT to know! ><


i didnt go back to cch yesterday! im feeling guilty and not guilty. >< argh. im angry also la. angry with the DUMB moe who said that ytd was supposed to be a full day. come on la. we jc1s want to go back to our alma mater and here you are stopping us. you only make a record of the most number of students pon-ing sch in 1 day. its totally dumb and irritating. yeah. and im feeling guilty cos i didnt go back. wanleng siokling charina xinyan and others went back la. im the only GUAI one together with weiting who didnt go back. but weiting did go back two weeks ago so im the only one who didnt step foot in. =x

anyways, the concert in sa was cool. it was really like one held in the esplanade. we were in the cc which was air-conditioned and theatre-like so it was very comfortable sitting in there to watch the performance. it was better than cch in one sense cos in cch, we had to sit in the grand audi which was hot. haha. okays. im being very practical. -.- yeah. the carnival was okay as well but me and weiting went for the carnival only because the j1s were locked up in sch. YES. LOCKED UP! every gate in the sch compound was locked and guarded by a guard so we cldnt leave the sch till 2.15. it was fustrating but we were patient and so waited.

yeah. and in the end went out with jom and hoon and took neos before rushing to my aunt's hse for reunion dinner. its cny agn so happy cny to all(:


cross-country was sort of boring. wells, i didnt run, as usual, but the atmosphere was very different from the one held with cchs. everyone had to go to the starting line like thirty mins before their run to warm up and all the boy s ran together and all the girls ran together. cchs was like we warm up ourselves a lil before the run and we ran in levels, which is less competitive. :/ the prize presentation was also sleepy. the J1s didnt really know the cheers la but the good thing is VENN house did win as the 1st runner-up for boys! yay! hahs. venn rocks because the ppl inside rocks too! (:

went for cricket after cross-country. there were only like the pathetic 10+ of us, for the girls side i mean. but it was fun la. (= the batting and bowling drills werent tiring at all. i think i suck at batting now because i cant even hit the ball properly. darnia says that its cause i raise my bat too early but i just cant seem to get it right! >< i must practise more la! the new way to hold the bat, taught by fred, the coach was also awkward. i cant seem to get the hang of it but i think i soon will(: i just cant wait for the next cricket practice, just like what wanleng said.


there's cricket tmr and i dont even know if im going. cca after cross-country. whatever la! sch being half a day tmr is for us to go out and enjoy after the cross country, just like what mr ng said:orchard rd will be flooded by sajc student, but i dont think i can even go down to shop now. what is even worse is that i cant go with yenn and cowell to shop for luggages and clothes when i promised them too.>< argh. im not hating cricket for now, not when i just fell in love with this sport, but im just pissed off that we cant enjoy ourselves for tmr. ohwells.

and halfway through sch today, i suddenly miss paiis. :/ i miss xinyan and her crankiness. how she can be so sweet and dumb at the same time, how she always make me thank god for such a superbly great friend like her. i miss shujuan and her cuteness. how von and i would laugh over her every action and word, how we would talk and crap and complain non-stop on 31 on our way home and i still rmb the time we were scolded on the bus by that STUPID uncle. >< i miss yvonne too. her girly ways, how we use to compete who was the slowest one at the canteen table and how we always end up being the ones putting the plates back. i miss yiying and how we use to play mahjong and card games together, going to your house to just slack, crap and use computer, sometimes to even kope your food! hahas. i seriously miss the times with paiis. esp how we would trot down to canteen together during breaks, spend ages deciding on which canteen stall to eat just because we were sick of the food aft 3+ yrs, and always ending up returning back to class late. =x i miss paiis, but i know we will still stick together and gather agn to rmb our secondary sch life(: and MS LAU SHUJUAN, you better do! hahas.


tutorial and lecture timetables are out and everything seems to be very cramped up. hahas. school is still fun la, but there's the tint of studying in everyone now. hahas. my cg was busily doing our maths tutorial abt 15 mins before it. hahas, wells. this is OUR hardworking-ness. hahas.

and our supposed trip back to cch was cancelled! awww. because siyu had to remove her screw, and she cldn't come to sch again, so me and weiting ended up just eating at boonkeng! but rahh, weiting went in the end on wednesday and she talked to almost all the teachers, mixed with the juniors! wahhh. i so badly want to go back! its like my sch ends 4 plus everyday now except today. how sad is this! >.< i think i can only wait till cny, which is still 1 week away.

i think OG17 is getting stronger as the days pass, but i just arent with them. sorry ppl. they practically meet at the same table everyday! hahas. although mr stylus(i think his name goes like this. is it?) said that nobody is supposed to take any table as their own. hahas. OG17 is smart la and they wont get caught.

and yeaps! cricket is getting cool-er! its like all of the cricket girls are getting the hang of the game and we all rather play than go home! hahas. that just shows how fun cricket is. although i cant run with the team but i can still train with the team. yay! hahas. the bowling drill and betting drills are fun! although my arm aches now. cricket rawks. and so do the girls in cricket! =)


heys! siyu didnt come to school today. :( i think her operation is seriously hurting her. she sounded very pain on the phone. i guess all i can do is just pray for her. yup. God is one who heals and he will heal her scar and pain(: wells,im having second thoughts about joining sfc. i feel that the commitment needed is very high. it might be for god, but having to struggle church, studies and cca is enough, i dont want to pressurise myself into doing to much or i will just fall away. cricket will be good enough i suppose. yeah. and i will show JUSTIN CHOU that i might not be a sporty person but i CAN play sports! siyu, you can too! :D


hellos(: went to school today for one pathetic discipline talk. and what was it about, all about the dos and donts of the school. rahh. it was a total waste of time! wasted my 1 whole morning in sch. wells, some of the others had bio and stuff, but none of it was in my combi, so i practically went to school and rot. -.- and oh yeahs. sherilyn is leaving on monday, the things that the zhonghua ppl did in school today were very sweet! its sad that i cant join my OG on sunday to send her off la. nvm, i'll go and send her off on monday with minqi! :D im growing to love my OG more and more! i hope this happens with my CG too. wait, my civics grp, not my caregrp. hahas. i LOVE my caregrp loads already! (x


hanged out with ep-ians after school today.went to wanleng's hse downstairs to eat char shao shao rou fan. it was yummilicious(: erms, the shao rou was better than the char shao, but all in all, it was nice, with the gravy and everything. oh yeah, and cca drive was fun! it was fun to browse through all the ccas. i think the last time i did it was when i was sec 1! wells, after much browsing and being told on by seniors on the different ccas, i than decided to join cricket(girls) and Saints For Christ! and yay! wanleng, siyu and weiting are also going for cricket and there is tiffany and siyu to accompany me in sfc :D and also! by joining cricket, there is a much higher chance for us to get the SAJC TEAM shirt which is very nice. and according to our seniors in cricket, the vice-captain of the guys team, and other guys on the team are hot, so i dont think i'll change my idea la. unless, i cant stand the training, which i dont think so. hahas. so cricket, here i come!(:


in the midst of the storm,
through the wind and the rain,
you'll still be faithful,
you'll still be faithful.
when the stars refused to shine,
and time is no more;
you'll still be faithful,
oh, you'll still be faithful; oh lord.


orientation over and school's officially back. how slack can jc's life be. i had only 2 1 hr lecture and talk today, with the rest of my time used to talk and talk and eat. sheesh. talking and eating is fun. haha, but not when we have to do it for hours. but overall, school was fun!(: and oh man, i think im going to spend alot this two mths, with the buying of the GC, which costs $100++ and money to buy pe and house tees. well, the best thing was we finished school at 1245. lols. far far earlier than cch. (x

went to suntec with siokling too.we were looking for adidas or nike shoe. in the end, siok bought her adidas shoe. yay-ness. and i layed my eyes on a topshop silver bag and a adidas PINK shoe. hahas. yes. pink. well. that's the only nice colour around, besides black and silver. the topshop bag is really gorgeous! im going to get it. im going to get it. -chants-

im starting to miss cch now.sheesh. i miss the 4ep classroom;the parade square;the foyer;the canteen;the food;the admin block;the grand audi;the LTs;the cca block;the choir room;the sci labs. RAHH. i miss the lake too. i miss the times when i walk around the school and just say hi to everybody. i dont do that in sa. ><

arrghs.i miss cch!


didnt blog the past week cos of orientation. left home in the morning at 6.45 and reached home at 7. hahas, how nice a school life is it. =x rahh. anyways. orientation was physically and mentally challenging. college song, hymm and cheers were nice. games and the school is nice. but the ppl, wells, i cant say much though. oh yes! the environment is nice too. such a godly environment can definitely grow me spiritually and mentally. physically? well, nah, i think i'll escape from NAPFA again. =x

and DISCO in orientation was cool. jumping and dancing was fun but what struck me even more was when the seniors sang ONE WAY amidst the other worldly songs. i could feel the whole atmosphere changing. the jumping and dancing came from within, not just outward appearance, but a manifestation from what the heart is rejoicing over! (: 800 ppl dancing. more than the no. of ppl in the ESPRIT DE CORPS camp, but i know that as we approach our 1000 youths goal, what i saw that night, will come to pass.

so in awe. i cant wait to see that happening. just as that night(:


i love the time spent with pearly, steph and yenn. sweet nice and cosy lil' talk just between the 4 of us.chessia cldn't join, but nvm, she enjoyed herself. hmmm. i suppose? hee.

after finding alternatives after alternatives from k-boxing to movie to taking neos, we finally settled down at pastamania to have supper and chat. it was 10 plus by the way. lols. we counted down together too. and oh yeah. the ppl outside cine were super super crazy. we were like trying to dodge the foam sprays everywhere. haha. it was really hilarious la. i think yenn and pearly were much more braver than steph and me. pearly practically walked straight through guys who were holding spray cans, while me and steph were like butting our way through. =x oh wells, the new yr is here. 2006. there's so much more i CAN do and WILL do.

because i have HIM with me :D