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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

i dont want it to happen. but sometimes, things happen. shld i be sad or happy about it? shld i let go and start all over again? i cant. i'll miss them. 3 yrs is long. i just cannot.


back from chalet and im totally exhausted. wells, maybe not as much as weiting or juan, cos they planned almost everything.

reached ecp when they were halfway bbq-ing.our bbq pit was kind of funny la.lols. use those kind of things which hold food one to put charcoal and the mesh just put over it. but it was cool. sad thing was, it was raining on and off as we were bbq-ing, and i guess the guys were kind of drenched.and smelly. =x oh and for our bbq, all we had was chicken wings, satay and hotdogs. chicken wings, satay and hotdogs. oh wait, with a few pieces of corn. i guess that's what everybody loves to eat. we cont'd watching love connection after clearing up. hahs. now i know what everyone else has been watching. and yeah la. jacelyn tay and wang tian cai was SUPER SWEET. super sweet okays. what's with the walking aroung the whole of raffles again, just so they could talk(:

then we headed to the beach after the show. well. played only captain's ball. the tide was high and we cldn't head for the wave-breaker. the beach was dark, so we cldn't play volleyball. >.<'' ended up going back to the chalet to gamble and play.well, charina, juan they all gambled while the good good we whom are xy, sokhan, von, and weiting didn't. hahs. we are guai (x

played and talked through the whole night. i just love this kind of chalet where we are drawn closer to one another by the things we share. i love xinyan. i love von. i love juan. i love charina. i love siyu. i love weiting. i love siokling. i love sokhan. rahh. i love everybody who was invited to this chalet. i love yings too, although she didn't make it. get well soon okay girl?


okays. so im asked to blog my MS ADORABLE.

lols.went out with pearly and joy to do x'mas and visitor shopping at 12. we went to eat at pastamania first and gosh, i realise that everytime i go out with pearly, we always eat sth good(= lols. we then went to shop for joy's skirt and other visitor's gift from more than words.

svc was great, but the sequence was weird.i felt that they shld have done the drama bit first. ohwells. it was fun and entertaining all in all.

aft svc, we headed to heerens. 12 ppl in a neoprint booth was scary, but fun as well. did we get a guiness world record for squeezing 12 ppl into 1 booth? =x lols. i dunno. ((= pearly,chessia and i then cont'd shopping in heerens. we practically spent 1 hr on the same level.lols.pearly and chessia were like grooling over earrings. see, i reinforce my stand that seeing and buying earring does take time and money. that's why pearly spent $10 on it. :D

hahas.cont'd shopping somemore till yenn called and said yhope's band was playing outside s-11. headed down to see and they were downright cool(:(: i think we really made an impression on those ppl standing arnd.

okays. ms adorable im done. but i still cant say i miss you. HOW?


im so happy can(: so so so so happy. I GOT INTO SA! hohos. its like my dream sch. so getting into it is like.. whatever. i just so want to thank god lah. i see the next 2 yrs of my life as something challenging, something exciting. =)

im going to do so much so much more for sa. i know that as i step into the sch, i will want to see a community living in it. just like how i enjoyed being in the cch ministry, i definitely want to see a community in SA. and what's more. i want to see one that is vibrant, one that goes all out in reaching to everyone!

yes. SA is next(: and i know God can work through me and use me doubly more.


went shopping with kris and huanqing today.we were practically like tai-tais. first shopping, follow by tea-break. hohos. we went to develop my photos(: walk arnd wisma, and ended up concluding that there's no nice eatery in wisma. ohwells. we then headed to far east. some pple say they would get all sweaty to take neos if we walk all the way too heerens. see, who's more da xiao jie than me? =x

anyways, we than went to shop arnd before sitting down at long john since huanqing wanted that. i ate cheese fries. (= it was a substitute for chilli la. wanted to ate the mee sua from shihlin too, but it seemed rather rude to bring it to ljs so we didnt. aft eating, we went to find the neoprint shop. gosh. we were like trapped in a maze. wait, not that i did not know where the neoprint shop was, I KNOW okays. just that it wasnt there anymore. ^_^''

whatever.we finally took. and oh yeah. sth extremely impt! we saw ben yeo at far east, with his wife in their shop. okays, nth special, but i was itching all over to get his AUTOGRAPH, cos he acted with CHARMAINE SHEH before. lols. in the end, i backed out la. but still had a pretty good look of him, went pass his shop twice and i think he thought we were trying to get a glimpse of him. come on la, we wanted to walk to the neoprint shop only. -_-'' lols. anyway, took 2 neos in a row, with my pretty face, i dont think anybody can resist taking with me right. (=

yupyup. aft neos, we cont'd shopping. the 2 girls la, both whom have earholes decided to buy earrings and im left waiting for them there. poor me =x wells. it was kinda fun la seeing them pick and choose. sometimes i feel its ok of me not to have earholes if not i would have to spent $ and time on earrings. booh.

and my gosh. someone just told me she's ADORABLE. can you guess who? (:


i learnt a lot and i'm going to apply every single lil' thing i've learnt right into my life.to turn it right side up and prevent it from tipping off and falling again.

each time i lose heart, he never fails to pull me back with him eternal unconditional grace and love. he never fails to let me see that this is what is impt, not anything in my life right now.

in camp, i finally see his inseparable presence that has been and will always be with us. from the time cch was borne till now, he has always been with us and his hand has always been moving. and i say HAS (: got to bond with many during the camp too.

i'm feeling recharged. i thanked god my objectives have been met. now i'm all ready to cheeoong all the way for x'mas, just to see ppl coming to know the lord of love :D


i'm going to live it up all for HIM(:


angelology is cool. demonology is cool. but eschatology is even cooler. lols. now i know that angels aint all white and demons aint all red.we dont have a guardian angel nor do we have a "shoulder" demon. lols.

the end times is absolutely awesome. it made me really know what is gonna happen what will happen and what will happen to me if i cont'd on like this. He'll come suddenly and unexpectedly. will i be prepared? will i follow him up to heaven? all my qns have been answered(:

the wog is just so amazing. there's still so much to find out from the bible. there's still so much to fathom and understand. it aint just a 1/2 day stuff. i musnt live my life carelessly anymore because i want to rise up with Him when that day comes. =))