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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

i can finally use the com.and that is because im at my cousin's hse.ny com is like...

i wanna blog so many things. of how god has throughly blessed me through the whole mth of july.how i appreciate so many people who are beside me.(cos they gave me presents for my bdae).haha.how i hate some people for attracting attention and yet act so irresponsibily(is this the correct spelling?).owells.i got tonnes of things to share and tonnes of things to vent out.

cant spend too much time now.guess i will bring the big picture in when my com is ready.and i cannot assure you when it is(:
till then.take care.and oh yeah.keep my tagboard alive while im away.arigatok.


4 more days.

now you know what im hinting? lol. (:


arghhs.

im darn stressed up now.


god pls intervene. because i know i cant achieve anything without you.


i simply live
i simply live for you.

lord i repent.

OUR COMMITMENT TO ONE ANOTHER

the covenant of AFFIRMATION & ACCEPTANCE
i pledge to accept you no matter what you have done,are doing or will do.i may not agree with your every action,but i will attempt to love you as a child of god and do all i can to express god's affirming love.

the covenant of AVAILABILITY
everything i have-time,talents and treasures are at your disposal if you have a need.as part of this availability,i pledge to meet with you in this grp on a regular basis.

the covenant of PRAYER
i promise to pray for you regularly.i ask the HS to guide me to pray effectively and sensitively.

the covenant of HONESTY
i want to become a more open and honest person.i want to share my true opinions,feelings,struggles,joys and hurt.i will trust you with my dreams and problems.

the covenant of FEEDBACK
i will attempt to mirror back to you what im hearing you say and what you are feeling.if this means risking the pain for either one of us,i will trust our relationship enough to take the risk,realising it is in" speaking the truth in love that we will grow up in very way 9into christ who is the head " (ephesians 4:15). i will try to express this feedback in a sensitive and blibical manner,in keeping with the circumstances.

the covenant of SENSITIVITY
even as i desire to be known and be understood by you,i pledge to be sensitive to you and your needs to the best of my ability.i will try to hear you,see your point of view,understand your feelings and draw you out of possible discouragement or withdrawal.

the covenant of CONFIDENTIALITY
i would keep whatever is shared within the confines of this grp.however,i acknowledge that our pastor is the shepherd of the flock and we need to be accountable to him.i will do my best to build trust and loyalty in our relationship.

lord,change my heart.in jesus name,amen.


i know im not suppose to judge but when things start to go out of hand and i cant stand it anymore,the only way i can let my frustration out is to blog here.


i cant stand the way you grab attention.for goodness sake,no one ever asked you for it and your mouth just open to give the answer.you stick to some kind of pple for no reason,mouthing that they are good that you love them.come on, i can see and my eyes dont play tricks on me.i cant stand the way you seem to acknowledge you know everything.so what if you're smart,so what if you know alot.you dont have to show it out and you dont have to go around being prud about it.sometimes i scorn the way you feign love.well.maybe the shepherd training class does help.you need to find the root problem of your behaviour.get your so-called cloest bud to help you check it out.


i say all this because i care.i say all this also because i cant stand it.but i think the love for you overpowers the hatred and scorn i have for you and that is why im pouring it all out.so that it would not be a nursed grudge and it will not lead to other problems that i have to face in the future.


okays. i change my sentence to fit huanqing. shawn yue is man,jay chou is cool and edison is still the shuai-est.haha.see qing. (^^)

anyways.the so-called carnival today was quite successful.the sweet were cute but the henna was even sweeter.i got mission 232 on my arm,and i shall rmb it till the end of harvest!(:

service is tmr.i wanna receive god's touch once again.i wanna experience that first love again so that i dont feel the way im today. >.< im running dry but i will go on.because i already said i will keep on pedalling!


nobody wants to pei me see fann wong tmr. -cries- i will miss my chance again.boo.


im here to proudly proclaim,besides daddy as my first love,fann wong as second.i so love love love love love love love love love edison chen! -screams-

initial D was total coolness. shawn was shuai.jay was shuai-er but edison was shuai-est. i really do think 4 empathy should start an EDISON CHEN FAN CLUB.haha.the six of us in the cinema were like going heads over heels each time he came out.and i gorge myself in the cinema.im so gonna put on weight!i ate one unagi burger,one regular popcorn and one medium milk tea.im so gonna put on weight! -.-


anyways.we are going to sell the sweets and do henna at tmr's can chaining carnival.its gonna be a time of reaching out.whee.i see cchs growing in the near future and im sure i want to witness it before i leave it.(: i guess i will really miss cchs when the time come.