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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

after teachers tell us about how near prelims are,i dont seem to be getting loads of hmwrk. i think i understand now why charlotte misses secondary school workload. (:


Father i come before you lord,and one thing i ask of you is that the only thing i will seek after.inquire for and insistently require,that i may dwell in you hse and in your presence,all the days of my life,to behold and gaze upon your beauty.

in the name of jesus,im strong and very courageous,that i may do according to your word.The lord my god is one lord-the only lord.and i shall love the lord my god with all my mind and heart,and with my entire being,and with all my might.and i will love my neighbour as myself.

now thanks be to you,daddy;who always cause me to truimphin christ.amen!


first day of sch was tiring. -.-

the whole day the same old sentence is being poured out to the class.
'100 more days'
'2 more mths'
'8 more weeks' and
'prelims start end of sept'

gosh.sch hasnt even officially started and we are getting all the stress from teachers. boo. i so miss the sec2 yr. but wells. i shall study smart now and do well later cos i want to do things to put a smile on daddy's face.


and according to ms lam,to do that,we must hug our bio tys to sleep everynight. whatever. >.< haha.


im so bombarded with thoughts of getting SHEEPS.haha.yes.i want to take care of more of gods people.

ask and it shall be given unto you; seek and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you; for every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
matthew7:7-8

im will keep pedalling during this harvest period. whether its god seating at the front seat or he is by my side encouraging me. i will continue to pedal uphill till i reach the top. and see misson 232 come to pass! amen(x


the last lesson of wfl ended.(: ohwells. i did learn much throughout this whole series.

i want to love people with just this small sincere heart of mine.they may be unloving but god because you first love me.i want to love them.i dont want my hindrance of jealousy pride and love for the world to hold me back.yes lord. 2 corinthians 5:14-15. if all things fail. christ love will and must compel me to love! (x


the ultimate dare.
the dare of taking hold of my god-given destiny and living it out all the way.
and yes lord. i dare to do it.

camp was great(:
when god moves, he really moves and yes. i heard that small still voice of god and im so gonna respond.went to camp spiritually dry and passion-less.i cried out.i screamed inside.i repented.now.im all ready to go forth and win the war.

cchs will not stay as it is.REVIVAL.yes.thats what all of us wants.we will not stay stagnant.we are different people who come from different family background,different academics abilities and different interest, but when we stand together as eb1,we know that our one focus is jesus.god.slash the disunity and the unloving-ness in our cg.cchs cg will grow from glory to glory.i will move out of our comfort zone,beyond the four walls of our church to our school and i bring people to know you because i know that i do not want to go to heaven alone!

imultiply:

i will finish reading the whole bible by jan 2006

i will disciple another shepherd by jan 2006

i will play a part in multiplying the community in cchms!


there's gona be a revival in the land, from the north to the south,from the east to the west.there's gona be a revival in the land.amen!


i lost my handphone today.=X but a nice sweet and kind man pick it up and returned it to me(: see where do you find someone so good nowadays.people out there now are just freaking hypocrites who appear to be so nice when they are actually backstabbing you behind their back.get out of my life!i just cant stand this kind of barbaric action.and if you think that the action of others are more nonsensical then yours.look into that huge shiny mirror on the wall again.i wont be taken in by you! x(

whatever.my whole day mood was entirely spoilt can.just because of some big wannabes.anyways.went to chicken's hse to play mahjong.haha.it was fun can.his playstn games are downright cool too(: imagine playing the dance revolution with the controls.yeah.it was hell =X and justin lost $9.50 when they gambled.haha.to think he said it was peanuts.cn you believe it!!

and one more things. i hate my father.he sucks.he totally sucks.i dont care what anybodys says now.he just sucks! x(


i bought my roxy bag and black slippers already(:
i just so love my mum can.
we spent the whole aftnn shopping arnd heerens and ps.haha.
wokiedokes.im gonna pass van her bag nw(x


i just took my medicine.
and it sucks.
i so hate my medicine and water.
cos i had to take glups of water to remove the taste in my mouth.

but love your enemies.
and since the bible says it.
i shall do it.

now i love my water and medicine(:


i will give you all my worship
i will give you all my praise
you alone i long to worship
you alone are worthy of my praise.

its day 3 of jb camp and im missing eastb even more!cos its svc day and they are nt arnd!there were only four of us at svc. me van sweehong and leeyan.bt at least they had the heart to come dwn tho its like so little pple.and it was coolness combining svc with the poly grp.haha.i saw ceph singing and dancing on stage too.haha.aft svc went to bk for dinner(: great time of fellowshipping and jokes.van leeyan and me each bought the star wars waterbottle and we are bringing it for camp.we shall be different from the rest of the bottles they are gonna give out camp!yay.and now my fingers are just itching to go buy the roxy bag tmr!(x


day 2 of jb camp.

and i miss eastb so so so so so so so so much!(: anyways,planned with van to watch madagascar today.but when we reached cine's cinema abt 1.35 the show had already started.and we were late becos van's dance finished late!!-_-'' and she blamed me some more.haha.but i still love her okays.(x ohwells.then we went shopping arnd. we took neos. and it turned out so nice becos the photo had van and me(: we shopped and shopped and shopped and saw this nice pair of slippers that we're so gonna buy together.it black and white.no more beach slippers cos the one i saw was cool enough.=D then we headed dwn to ps cos we were wondering whether to buy the converse bag or roxy bag for camp. haha.i so love the roxy bag.its way coolness(: my wallet disappointed me as it did not have the $50 to buy the bag. so we decided to buy it on sunday. haha. we are gonna have the same bag and slippers for camp. yayness(x


and i just realise im in love with wakeboarding(: some one pls offer me free lessons!!


im so darn bored now!


someone help me.arrghs.


all i want is to see your face
all i need is a moment of grace
its in you that i have the faith
to stand up and be strong

cos i know im no longer bound
its in you that ive found
peace of mind freedom form my sins
and the power to love and forgive

i want to walk with you
everyday of my life
to talk with you
in the good and the strife
youre my friend youre my father
for all of time
nth cn bring us apart
youre the lover of my heart


wfl was cool again. the only bad thing was i didnt have space to copy dwn my notes. cos DENNIS SAID THAT WE DIDNT NEED TO BRING LAST WEEKS NOTES. hmmmphs.

ohwells.i still copied it down well enough.smart me! (:

god love is just so overwhelming that i would be better off dead if i did not see this truth.haha.and as a child of god.i shld potray it out fully to the best of my abilities.

and almost the whole of east is now at rc. arrrrh.i want to be at rc but i carn.see its the same problem of rc being too far.it was the same problem 2 yrs ago and its the same problem now.but i guess getting the rc just next to the mrt really does help a great lot to those schs in far east.

woah.and i can see god's providence for east in time to come.just like how he provided the promise land for us. (x


i went swimming at lestari's hse today.with yuqian fiona and of cos lestari. =D

whee.it was total madness.haha.we just move from one side of the pool to the other side.and we played horseback racing in the pool.the pool was almost empty so we had practically the whole pool to ourselves.

if there's gonna be a swimming cg. i will so be the first one there. haha.


"o lord, i have heard your voice and was afraid. o lord, our lord.you have stooped to honour me to be your servant. no man takes this honour upon himself save he that is called of god. you have ordained me to be your messenger to them that are stubborn of heart and hard of hearing. the responsibility is not mine but yours. you have said "you shall go to all that i send you and whatever i command you, you shall speak." who am i to argue with you?or to question your sovereign choice. the decision is not mine but yours. so be it lord. your will not mine be done.

well do i know,you lord. that as i honour you,you will honour me.help me therefore to make this solemn vow to honour you in all my future life and labours,whether by gain or loss,by life or death,and then keep that vow unbroken while i live.

i beseech you,give me eyes to detect the presence of the enemy; give me the understanding to distinguish the false friend from the true. give me vision to see and courage to report what i see faithfully. make my voice so like your voice that even the sick sheep will recognise it and follow you.

lord jesus. i come to you for spiritual preparation. lay your hands on me.anoint me with the oil of a new testament prophet. help me to remember that im a prophet and not a promoter, not a religious manager but a prophet. let me never become a slave to crowds. heal my soul of earthly ambitions, and deliver me from the itch of publicity. save me from the bondages to things. let me not waste time puttering around the house. deliver me from overeating or oversleeping. teach me self-discipline that i may be a good soldier of Jesus Christ.

i accept hard works and small rewards in life. i ask for no easy place. i shall try and be blind to the things that could make life easier. if others seek the smooth path, i shall try and take the hard without judging them too harshly. i shall expect opposition and try and take it quietly when it comes. o lord. let me not forget in hours of honour that im unworthy of the least of your mercies.

and now, o lord my god, i consecrate my remaining days to you. let them be many or few, as you will.Let me stand before the great or minister to the poor and lowly, that choice is not mine, and i would not influence it if i could. im your servant to do your will, and that will is sweeter to me than position or riches or fame, and i choose it above all things in heaven and earth. though im chosen by you and honoured by a high and heavenly calling, let me never forget that im a woman with all the natural faults and passions that plagued the race of man. i pray you therefore, my lord and my redeemer, save me from myself,and from the injuries that i may do myself while trying to be a blessing to others. fill me with your power by the holy spirit, and i will go in your strength and tell of your righteousness, even yours only. i will spread abroad the story of redeeming love while my mortal powers endure.

then, dear lord, when im old and weary and too tired to go on, have a place ready for me above, and make me to be numbered with your saints in glory everlasting."

and that my lord. is the cry of my heart. (:


back from the cheem-er bgr seminar. (:


wells.learnt much today.esp since today's talk was aimed at people my age.yes.gosh.i'm like getting old faster then you can say the word supercalifragilistic expiaeledocious.haha.wadever.shirley said about visions today.if your future spouse doesn't have the same dream or vision as you.then we will definitely go in different directions.hmmms.that led me to think what was the vision that held me through.=x

yesyes.the vision of seeing yhope chungcheng-er gathering round the lake and holding hands.boy or girl it doesnt matter.cos you see.we are one big family.(: uh-huh.that was the vision that made me persever that one day i would see chung cheng having its own yhope svc in the Lt.

adding on.god has the perfect person at the perfect time for us.rushing through dating or even pleasure only spoils that perfect plan.so why do it?and yes.i'm so gonna account to joy this time.joy joy joy.HAHA.she's gonna be so deafen by whatever i'm telling her.but im sure she will not run away or shut herself out. cos she's my shepherd.haha.and she loves me.okays.i love her too. (x


gosh.i guess ive been shutting myself up too much that i feel..arrghhs.i shall account.and yes i will.thank god for his word today.ilovehimso.


was flipping thru the many encouragement letters or cards given by so many..and i really miss E6.

uh-huh.i still rmb xinhua deborah wanqi elsa ziyu fangyu. haha. though i and fangyu were like the only sec 2s ina all sec 4s grp. we still enjoyed ourselves and serve praise and worship god fully.

then there was eb4. (: the four cosy little ones. florence xinhua chialing and me. the first ever restructuring i went through and the time i really saw EAST growing.

ea3-kc and chungcheng cg!haha.there was madeline cherie charlotte chialing justina joy and me.haha.still rmb the times we held cg at madeline's hse with her noisy lil brother.guess we influenced him or sth. xP

and EE. yesyes. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. the name that we hated.but the joy of seeing chungcheng and kc grow! =D well.god never fails and yes. we had a cg in chungcheng aft 2 yrs of hard work.

and finally eb1.

seeing how god has brought me through.im definetely touched.who the hell would want to have an association with such a spoiled brat.one who is easily angered and selfish. well.god took up the job and look. he changed me. (x he made me realise.yes. im the precious one he is holding on to.no not only me but every single one arnd me.he loves me and he yearns to relate to me.nw.where on earth cn i find sth like this. =x

wait.the pictures not finish.we will not stop at eb1.chungcheng will grow.oh yes.so much so much so much so much more.we will fill nexus to the brim like what happened last x'mas.yes.tho we may not fill even half of nexus now but by faith and through god! it will come to past.

speaker of truth.history maker.daddy here i come! <3