favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised. - Proverbs 31:30 /
Monday, May 02, 2005
i've finally found my direction and i'm sure i will not wander away from this path that will lead me to my dear daddy.
yeahh. what pj said yesterday really made me think alot alot alot lahh. come to think of it. i dont think i have really shared the gospel to anyone since cg404 ended. and yeah itz lyk ages ago. sheesh. sometimes i get so ashame of myself. here i am claiming myself to be a christian but im not a bit passionate about sharing the one and only truth.
plus. i guess i have drifted much away from him. pj said it. we dont really say it out aloud that we are sick of him. but our action and thoughts do. yup. when was the last time i really went back to soak in the love of my first love. when was the last time i really proclaim and courageously love him. gosh. yeahh. come to think of it. almost all my friends are awed by how i can be so commited and passionate about him. but deep down hsiaoen is that true? or are you just putting up a front?
i guess i just got to live it up now. yes. i want to rekindle the flame of love*oops. i thought of O2 in chemistry. hehehs. *towards my first love and i want to passionately and courageously serve him and love him till i die.
make a wish' take a chance' make a change' breakaway'
yes daddy. i want to breakaway from my bondages and pass you my burden so i cn lead a happy fulfilling and meaningful life. i heart you papa.