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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

im so crazy over wfl.owells.maybe i just miss wfl.

yes.i rmb the times we had to rush through dinner just to be on time for wfl at chatsworth.the many teachings done at chatsworth or nexus itself that i still keep in my file till now.(x

a loving church.

the reason why the church started out was because of love and thats why we are learning the relevance of it. i'm so gonna put what i learninginto practice!


east identity is almost done.yay-ness. (:

we spent like two hrs sitting at the esplanade flr watching them practise their jb dance while we wrote the unit.its gonna be so cool.everyone gonna wear it. =x


i finally took neos with mabel.how nice! (:


yesyes.i took neos again.but i cant resist the temptations.arrhs.and yeah.me fiona nana van mabel and jo went to take neos together at ps.and the neos turn out nice. (x

aft that.me jo mabel and van went to carrefour and we saw this 50 SURICAL MASKS for $1.and we did sth dumb.HAHA.we bought three packs and we are planning to do a EAST identity. yeah. hahahs.and we are meeting up tml to do it.man.i'm getting excited.

and boos.my father said he might be cancelling the trip.arrhs.but on another side.i cn go for youth camp.YIPPEE!then we shall wear the easi identity during the camp.

haha.east so rawk man. xP


class tee-shirt is on dher wae but i dun seem to be excited about it. sheesh. i am luuking forward mre to paiis shirt. hahhahs.

went to parkwae with kris von and yings. hahhas. we ate ya kun kaya toast and we walked arnd. hahhas. oh yeah. we saw yinrong too. hahhas. before i forget. HAPPIE BIRDAE GIRL.one yr older le so muz grow horizontally and vertically kaes. dun be petite animore. hehhes. back tuu dher point. we walked round and round and in de end went to kfc to eat cheese fries. hehehs. quite some tym nevah eat cheese fries le. wahahars.


and hors. nxt tym before we go out ryte. muz make sure we inform everibodie firz. if not all of us will end up broke. hehehs. we were lyk finding cheap and nice food and salivating over every delicious and attractive food dhat we saw. hahhas. guez that's juz us. nxt tym anione has a food competition or food tour. be sure to call dher 4 of us. hahahs..

oh yeah. dhen in dher nyte went to jack's pl to celebrate the gold that choir got. heyy. we nort slow kaes. ish just dhat we wanted to celebrate aft exams so it wud be betta. hahhas. dher boneless chicken dhat i ordered was so much that i gave about half of it tuu stead. hmmm. nxt tym i shall juz lyk order the food and not a set dinner. aniwae we were chatting and laughing and DUMB. realli DUMB edwin kept on plaeing wiiv the candle and fire dhat he got scolded by mr lai. sheesh. see larhhs. sec 2 le stiuu dun wanna grow up. hehehs.

yeah. sat at the pl tiuu lyk 9+ dhen we left. wanted to go take neos wan. budd coz mahh mum was on dher wae to fetch miie so we da xiao dher nian tou. hhahas. full and tired dae. budd i enjoyed it fully.

adeius guys. (:


wenttu chicken's hse tudae and mahh mum had tu go anxious all over because i was gng tuu a guy hse. wth. itz not lyk dher firz tym ryte. ^_^''


aniwae. we wenttu plae mahjong. boo. and i was lyk dher slowest. no. coz mus go on the house of fury(i think). and so i was distracted by the tv. tv addicts lyk me shld nevah have the tv on while i am doin sth else. sheesh. so we played... argghhhs. and i lost $1.20. waaaah. coz i am nort guud in the game. pro chick even won $0.85 and help recur the losses of justin. hmmph. he shld plae for me more nxt tym. hehehs.


oh yeah. came home dhen slack. guez i have tu du the stoopid zuo wen later if not ymm wiuu cum barking into our ears again. haiish. xy i noe. ymm again. hahahs.


sofitel was fun.


yeahh.hahahs. tho i was lyk dher onli teenage girl dhere. but it was cool and fun. hahahs. we played bowling and pool and darts and table tennis the firz dae. wahahars. it was loads of fun and definitely a relaxing period. oh yeah. fcbc and paya lebar methodist church retreat was also dhere but i din see the guys dat i noe. (:

whee. we also celebrated alex bdae. hahahs. dhis dumb guy does not have ani expression and does not have ani feelings. bish him. we lyk celebrated for him thru a surprise and he was jus yeah okie happie bdae to me. dumbo. but again. carn expect anithing out of him do you. oops. x))


oh yeah. went shopping too. and yeahh. i bot dvds tops and mani other stuffs. wahahhars. i definitely lyk gng overseas can. itz lyk no matter how much i spend. itz ok. coz itz overseas. duh. hahahs.


super duper tired and i noe i haven blog for quite sum tym. hehhes. gng tu try tu be a regular tho. (:


sofitel was fun.


yeahh.hahahs. tho i was lyk dher onli teenage girl dhere. but it was cool and fun. hahahs. we played bowling and pool and darts and table tennis the firz dae. wahahars. it was loads of fun and definitely a relaxing period. oh yeah. fcbc and paya lebar methodist church retreat was also dhere but i din see the guys dat i noe. (:

whee. we also celebrated alex bdae. hahahs. dhis dumb guy does not have ani expression and does not have ani feelings. bish him. we lyk celebrated for him thru a surprise and he was jus yeah okie happie bdae to me. dumbo. but again. carn expect anithing out of him do you. oops. x))


oh yeah. went shopping too. and yeahh. i bot dvds tops and mani other stuffs. wahahhars. i definitely lyk gng overseas can. itz lyk no matter how much i spend. itz ok. coz itz overseas. duh. hahahs.


super duper tired and i noe i haven blog for quite sum tym. hehhes. gng tu try tu be a regular tho. (:


sitting in the Lt for one whole dae might be to someone's liking. budd it's definitely not mine.
arghs. cn you imagine sitting in the Lt wif the aircon on all dae. it was just brrrr..

and oh yeah. i cried todae. in front of woodpecker. sheesh. i juz cldn't control myself. i mean itz sad enuff that i'm lyk 2 marks away from my expectation and she has got to rub it in. well. maebe wad kris and qing said was right. maebe she didn't mean it. maebe she was juz too pissed off wif her markks. but wadeva. i was hurt and itz a fact.

enuff. bish. aniwae. i stiuu went to bugis and enjoyed myself with joy and bins. we went there to shop and eat. wahhh. the hp keychain that i wanna buy stiuu carn be found. dumb. i've been lyk finding it for ages. we went to take neos and the pics came out nice. whee at least i think i look nice. hahhas.

then we went shopping at edge. wahahars. there i and joy were lyk goo-ing and gaa-ing over the stuffs while bins was lyk counting dwn the tym to go hme. wahahar. dumb her. she was in such a rush tu go hme and record her songs that she left earlier. ar-bish her larhhs. (: aniwae. we went walking round and round the pl and went to look at super lots of clothes and skirts. well. i guez i really have got to start saving up to buy those. hahahs.


more papers cuming up tml and i got this sense of urgency that if i stiu dun work harder then mye. i'm gonna fall really dwn. right into the valleys.


sheesh. wad cn be worse then taking exams ish receiving the results right aft the exams are over. -_-"

i got back sum markks. and well. wad cn i sae. expected lahh huh. not dat guud and not dat bad. juz in dher middle. wth. i guez aft looking at this range of marks for a while. i get tired and i dun bother trying to achieve sth higher then that.

aniwae stiu had fun aft skewl lah. went for cg lunch wiiv the sec 2s and i totallie and finallie understand wad ish gng thru their mind. sheesh. how cn i nt when i'm actually gng thru the same ordeal. well. xiao jas ish really someone who ish veri logical good tempered and urrgh. everything that ish guud. she was lyk all trying to patch things up altho she noes that nth wiuu cum out of it. hmmms. i guez toking tu yq ish of no use. yeah why.coz she's not in our skewl and she doesn't understand dher thing of walking by and not saeing hi. gosh. i dun even think she experiences it becoz dhey lyk her sho much.


wadeva. i'm digressing and i'm disgusted. i neva thot i wud experience this kinda things. i kinda lyk bein in mah sec 1 cg tho i noe things have to move on. i still lyk bein under pris where she was lyk someone whom you cld confide in. no. not sae dennis ish no guud. but he shi zhong ish a guy. and yeah duh. wad cn he du bout sum stuffs. bleahhs.


i think i really am looking forward to transferring nxt yr. transferring to a totallie new grp whereby i cn start everything all over again. tho i noe i have to leave van nana xiao-jas sweehong yingwei and even joy behind. budd dhen again. i noe i noe.


lyfe's gotta move on.


whee. i never had such a fun dae in my life. wahahars.


i guez i grew closer wiiv mahh cg todae. uh-huh. esp. with yingwei and mabel.dher wae we cycled dwn and sang. it was realli heartwarming. oh yeah. and let me tell you all. yuqian and xiao jas carn cycle. boo. wahahars. no larhhs. i think dey juz still enjoy the four wheel bike too much. oops. x))


mabel told me lotsa things that made me rmbered alot of stuffs. well.she's gng thru a rough patch but hey gurl. dher god that brought miie thru all my trials will be the same god that will bring you thru eurs. tho things might seem hard and he might not seem tu be there. hang on kae gurl. i dun wan tu imagine wad it will be lyk without you because i noe dunman realli needs you. cheerios girl and rmb. i will alwaes be there for you. no matter wad. he too.


svc was alsho great ba. pj's wrd really hit me. i wanna be a speaker of truth and a historymaker. he was right. tho i see pple cuming to noe christ everyweek. i stiu get touched at the sight on how the hs works in pple's heart. i stiu feel myself getting all excited again when i hear the hs's voice telling me to go out there and spread it. bish. hsiaoen is growing up and hsiaoen wants to plant churches. whee. hahas. woah. am i so glad that my aunt ish bringing me overseas to do missions. hahahs. it would definitely be an experience.


oh yeah. interested participants pls come along. hahhas.


emaths over. and itz juz one more paper. whee.



wahahars. mye ishh gona be over and all hell will break loose. hehehs.


went out with kris juan huanqing and yiying tudaae. hahhas. we were let off sho early from skewl dhat we cud stiuu eat mac's breakfast. yes. you cn imagine that. we ended skewl at 0930. hahahs.


we were lyk super enthu bout gng out becoz we were celebratiing qing's b'dae. hahhas. we were luk super suspiscious when we went tuu buy the cake. and dhat dumb qing refused tuu eat till we came baac from our so-called "toilet-break".. if you dun understand.. itz all ryte. hahhas.


newae. enjoyed myself lah. dear hsiaoen here was lyk super crappy today and super les. wooahh. hahhas. we wentu take neos and it came out rather..pooh..aniwae. we were lyk juz walking arnd and crapping. wiiv kris's sanba-ness and my crappiness. it was hell. x))


to qing deariie. happy bdae. sweet sixteen le. muz grow taller fatter and ...ahem... prettier lyk miie.!!! x)) ok lah. jus be happy and dun bother bout things that are senseless and ..duh.. i dun noe wad tuu sae. cheerios.


i triied loving you. budd i carn.


i dunno why?


everytime i see you. my heart breaks to noe that we were once so close. so close to the brim that we shared everything that happened on that day to one another. so close that we neva fail to share with one another our problems trials difficulties or even joy.


budd wad ish left now is sth that i hate to see. wad can i do? no matter how hard i tried to patch things up.. no matter how much i tried to let you see that this friendship or love that we had for one another is worth saving. you did nth. or rather you felt nth.


you cn sae as mani wrds as you lyk. but gurl. wrds without action ish nth. nth you get it.


you dun wan to put in the effort. i cannot force you. itz juz that everytime i look at you. my heart bleeds because you chose to gif up this relationship for another one.


i tried loving you again. budd i carn. becoz everytime i look at you. i am reminded of the hurt and brokedness. so now if i decided to give up. you carn blame miie. because i have truly triied my best.


i've finally found my direction and i'm sure i will not wander away from this path that will lead me to my dear daddy.


yeahh. what pj said yesterday really made me think alot alot alot lahh. come to think of it. i dont think i have really shared the gospel to anyone since cg404 ended. and yeah itz lyk ages ago. sheesh. sometimes i get so ashame of myself. here i am claiming myself to be a christian but im not a bit passionate about sharing the one and only truth.

plus. i guess i have drifted much away from him. pj said it. we dont really say it out aloud that we are sick of him. but our action and thoughts do. yup. when was the last time i really went back to soak in the love of my first love. when was the last time i really proclaim and courageously love him. gosh. yeahh. come to think of it. almost all my friends are awed by how i can be so commited and passionate about him. but deep down hsiaoen is that true? or are you just putting up a front?


i guess i just got to live it up now. yes. i want to rekindle the flame of love*oops. i thought of O2 in chemistry. hehehs. *towards my first love and i want to passionately and courageously serve him and love him till i die.

make a wish'
take a chance'
make a change'
breakaway'

yes daddy. i want to breakaway from my bondages and pass you my burden so i cn lead a happy fulfilling and meaningful life. i heart you papa.


thought alot the past few dayys.


i realised i will really miss choir when i leave.
i already miss 2 modesty'03.
what more can i sayy.


i definetely will miss the times we gossip at the back of choir room.the times we irritated one another with our out-of-tune voices. the times we slack at the back when mr lai is teaching or even when olivia is toking or the times when we would be the onli one toking in the whole choir room and not be ashame of it still.

the time we walk out togather and crap and gossip. the times we relentlessly tease jomel and edwin.the times you all accompany me to do my patrol duty and the times you all pei-ed me wheneva i ask you to.

the times where we shared with one another secrets and the times we made juliet or mr lai unhappy. the times we went out together and took neos. the times when you all came to my church just cos i ask you all too and the times when you all never fail to be beside me.

the times we practise for talent time together and the time we suan-ed one another. the times we failed together. the times we still encourage one another to jian chi xia cu even tho we were so tired and exhausted from school and the times we hug one another because our hard work for syf had paid off.


even if i forget any of you. i will never forget these memories that have held me through my secondary school life. and i'm sure our friendship will not stop here but still go on for as long as we live.


cheers to you gals. i love you so.