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favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain; but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.
- Proverbs 31:30 /

okae. juz as expected. tickets for talent-time were sold out within. erm. i carn even describe. mins. no maebe secs. wadeva.

wth.firzly.whiie does dher music grp nort use dheir brain tuu think? i mean.dher LT ish lyk super duper small.and it cn lyk fit onli most to most 300 pple.so how dher hell cn 1000 pple.which ish practicallie dher no of pple hu wanna watch talent-time dhis yr squeeze in.sheesh.smtyms.pple rili dun use dheir braiin. altho i noe dhat dher LT has aircon.

and.and. hahahs. i found out sth guuud tudae.wells.wee wee from josheen's co ishh sho guuud. well she rawks kaes.yup.

coz miie xy charr mingfeng von and a few others were lyk queuing for dher talent time tics.dey even rushed dwn 5 mins before recess tu queue coz yang meh meh allowed.budden once recess started ryte. tons of sec 3s rushed dwn and eu noe wad. dhey CUT our queue. CUT mind euu. woaah. charr and mingfeng were lyk darn angry.sheesh.i was tuu. juz dhat i din show it out.and dher worse part was wen it was our turn.

THERE WAS NO MORE TICKETS LEFT.

woahh. mingfeng and charr did rili bao here le.hahahs.and wee wee gt rili guilty as she said coz she was one of dhem who cut dher queue dhat she sold us dher six tickets she bought. yeaah.tho she was at fault at firz ryte.budd at least she was guuud enuff tuu sell us baac. dher other sec 3s were lyk. bish* i dun wanna tok about it.and she gave up watching dher talent tym tuu sell us dher tickets. now ain't she sweet.lols. x))


owels.now hu cares.at least i gt a seat tuu dher talent tym thru vanessa.and dhat's wad rili matters.


i waann tuu noe god's thhots. dher rez arre juz detaails. x)) says:
did euu go for that thing?
it's great to be in Your presence. says:
no.
i waan tuu noe god's thhots. dher rez arre juz detaails. x)) says:
whiie?
it's great to be in Your presence. says:
i couldn't go out.
i waann tuu noe god's thhots. dher rez arre juz detaails. x)) says:
euu waan tuu noe mahh reason.
it's great to be in Your presence. says:
wad?
i waann tuu noe god's thhots. dher rez arre juz detaails. x)) says:
becos.................
it's great to be in Your presence. says:
eh....are u hurt by tt thing?
i waann tuu noe god's thhots. dher rez arre juz detaails. x)) says:
abit lahh.
i waann tuu noe god's thhots. dher rez arre juz detaails. x)) says:
budd i tink it wiuu be over soon.
i waann tuu noe god's thhots. dher rez arre juz detaails. x)) says:
dun worrie bout miie.
i waann tuu noe god's thhots. dher rez arre juz detaails. x)) says:
oh wait. dhun tell anione bout it kaes.
it's great to be in Your presence. says:
yeah
it's great to be in Your presence. says:
sure



okae. i lied. yes. big tym. tuu sumone sho close tuu miie alsho. tuu dher person i lied. if euu see dhis. i'm realli sawree kaes. yes. i'm hurt big tym aft dhis thing. i use tuu tink dhat all dhis wun bother miie. budd i guez i'm wrong. euu tod miie nort tuu gif up. budd du euu noe haanging on deaarly wif all mahh strength ishh tiriing. i dhun wanna hurt anibodie. i dun waan anibodie tuu worrie for miie. arrrghx.

i guez i'm tuu sensitive. i guez i'm nort how strong euu tink i am.if one dae i juz leave.i'm sorry kaes.sawree dhat i made euu sho worried. sawree dhat euur advice tuu miie fell on deaf eaars. yes. i guez eu are indeed more mature dhen miie. i'm glad dhat at least euu are duin well nw. :)
mahh onli worrie ish ********. owels. i guez she's alsho strong enuff and i guez euu wiuu take over her.

i promise euu i wiuu stiuu hold on for nw. budd wen itz tuu much for miie and i haf tuu let go.
i wiuu.


omg.


dher baby in son of dher mask ish totallie cute.:) i juz lurffe him tuu bits.whee.



owels.both mahh brothers are definitely nort lykk him. duhh. how i wish dhey cud be lykk half as cute as hiim. sheesh.



i stiuu carn forget his cuteness.i wanna hug and kiss him.waaaah. x) and hors. go watch son of dher mask. itz freaking farniie and euu cn get tuu see dher cute boii. wahahars.


okae. todae's sports dae was lyk ...ummm.


okae fine. itz nort as bad as laz yr wen our sch was lyk third or fourth in almoz all dher events. we got firz. yeaah. and second tuu. but. ngee ann and temasek dhis yr was lyk super quiet. well. temasek did win dher cheering com.budd fher dher rez of dher xiang mu. itz lyk alwaes competition btw dunman and cc. duh. i thot itz suppose tuu be 4 schools meet.

and whee. dher teachers did super duper well.:) hahahs. dhey sho rawk lorhhs. dhey came in firz at dher staff relay. hahahs. and hu ever said teachers were onli guud at teachiin. x)


dher onli guud thing dat came out of dhis whole sports meet was dat i wasn't sunburnt.owels.tho i didn't realli plan tuu get sunburnt.budd hey. i lykk gettin tanned. hehehs.


and. dhis yr's gonna be dher laz 4 schools meet coz dher government has dhis dumb idea of wasting taxpayers money by demolishing dher old national stadium and building a new one. wadeva. guez dher skewl gonna split up dher pupils into houses and i cn tell euu. it wiuu nvr be sth guud for dher skewl. hell noes why.


i'm supposed tuu reach dher national staadium tml at 630 am. minnd euu. itz 630 am wen dher rez are onli suppose tuu reach at 715.



wth.



owels. i'm sho nort gng tuu scream tml. coz mahh voice ishh precious. and i wanna kiip it for syf. wahahars. tuu bad tuu sports dae dhen. x))



and stoopid fanzhe MR POTATO. go send miie a scaarie pic of a bloodly womaan. hmphhs. if i caarn slp tonite. itz all euur faault. hehehs.


whew. :)))


finalliie everithiings settled. and i haf cleaared dher airs. yeaah. tho it was lyk blaardy hard. i meaan. eu haf tuu trii tuu solve thiings dhat haf gone haywire all by eurself. it ishh realli torturiing. becoz all dher tym. dher partii dhat ishh makiin dher effort ishh eu.

budd nvr mind. at leaast it was worth it. hahahs.


and yeaah. wentu dher basketball court wiiv nana and van tuu watch her klaz plae basketball.and dhis stoopid van go pang-sehed miie and siit wiiv ailin. hmpphs. i shall gen ta suan zhang anothher tym. x)) dhen i stand dhere wiiv nana carmen and jasmine. duhh. i felt sho outcast. of coz larhhs. dher onli pathetic sec 4 standiing dhere wiiv all dher sec 3s arnd watching dheir cohort plae basketball. sheesh. budd at leasst i gt tuu see nana's klaz wiin. wahahars. i tell euu. kelly hu plae-ed in dher match was chao ji gentle. hahahs. dher wae she throw dher ball was lyk. bleaaghs. i tink nw i haf tuu follow her example and be a super lady-lyk ger.

yup. if i am tuu ah boi-ish from nw on. tell miie kaes. hehehs. coz eu haf got a part tuu plae in dhis sweet lyfe of miine. =P


duhh. i thinkk dhis year sec 1s are kindaa dumbb.


kaae. maebe nort all. but dhere are definitely dumbb ones. lykk tudaae. wen dher ccl were on dher stage duin dheir bez tuu leaad dher whole daarn skewl intuu a cheering spiriit. dhere were lyk sum sec 1s juz standiin dhere and smiliing. yea. and dhey were lykk wad. in dher firz role. sheesh. dhun dhey feel embarraased or waad. while everione ishh lyk tryiin sho hard tuu cheer louder sho caan go home eaarlier. here cum sum dumbb sec 1s hu waan tuu spoil everibodiies mood. arrhgx.



buud 1 jt rawwks. hahahs. yeaahs. dhey are realli a bunch of enthuu pple lorhhs. hahahs. i see pple lyk jasmiie xueshen and manii others duiin. tho i forgot dheir name. but heyy. i'm sho proud of yuu. hahahs. yup. 1 jt rawkks. coz i took dhem during orientatiion. wahahars. =P


owels. skewl started and i'm lykk nort enjoyiin it at all. mahh seaat ishh kindaa boriin and i miz dher tyms wif woodpeckerr. hahahs. nope. not dhat huanqiing ishh boriin. she sweet. but i guez i'm used tuu sittin wif xinyaan and plae-iing wiiv her duriin klaz tym. bleaahgs. now itz al different.

and guez i've gottu buck up in mahh studiies. yars. itz lykk onli dher firz dae of skewl and i got baac lyk. tmd. 5 papers. it was torturiing kaes. mahh markks were lykk all below expectations. bullshiit. studiies saark kaaes. budd i'm juz gonna duu well in iit coz i wanna glorify god. and i wanna duu it willingly. so yup. i'm gonna buck up.


sayonara fer nw. :)))


laz dae of hols le.and also laz dae of enjoyment.



but at least i managed tuu finish mahh hmwrk before haand and nvr rush thruu it. *patpat. i noe dhere are pple hu are stiuu rushiin thruu their hmwrk. and dhat includes nana and pearly. wahahars. nvm larhhs. eh. euu all stiuu got. let miie see. sixteen more hrs. sho quiit luukin at mahh blog and get dwn tuu wrk. x))


rahh.i'm goin tuu dher beaach later wiiv mahh familli and cousins. bang.i'm sho sure itz gonna be a damm fun tym. hahahs. esp wiiv mahh shuai bro and cute little cousiin. awwww. dhun be jealous kaes steaad and jomel. wahahars. hu ask mahh brother gt mahh super guuud genes. hehehs.




kaes. let's get ready tuu cheeoooong fer skewl tml. wahahars. tym fer stressing nw. sheesh.


Whhee~



i am norrt tied dwn by bondaages aniimore le.wahahars. yes. freedom at last.



x` thanx fer beiin dhere fer miie
x` thanx fer encouraging miie
x` thanx fer accepting miie fer hu i am
x` thanx fer neva giving up on miie.
x` thanx fer taking care of miie wen i was unwell.
x` thanx fer listening tuu mahh mum's unrelentless nagg tho yuu were norrt obligated tuu.
x` thanx fer lurving miie sho unconditionaaly tho yuu saaid i was norrt lurving at firz.


well yup.thanx fer everithing pherrd. 3 yrs ishh indeed a veri veri veri lonng tym and i noe i'll stiuu con't on dhis walk wif mahh lurving papa. yes. and also wiiv yu. becoz i noe at dher end of dher dae. yu wiuu be wiiv miie in heaven praising and worshipping god wiiv all our heaart soul and mind.


i promiise yuu i wiuu get it out of mahh heaart and i wiuu definitely grow sho much sho much more. i wiuu norrt let it hinder mahh waalk wiiv god becoz i noe dhat yuu are dhere fer miie.



i <3 yu pherrd. x))




and i noe dhis.
_ god created miie tuu be miie and yuu tuu be yuu. sho why compare?_ ^.*


place: yiying's house

job: egeog project.


kaes.yu see mahh face and yu noe i hate duin proj. bleaahhhs. i juz dun understand why teachers gif projects tu students and at the same tym rush dhem tu catch up wif their hmwrk. cumon larhhs. we gottu admit dhat we are not superwomen or supermen tho we wud gladly lyk tuu duu sho. sho yuu see.



i hate teachers hu gif projects and cram us wif hmwrks. sheeeeshhh.


wahahars. juz haacked intuu sumone's nlb account wif steaad at dher marine parade library dhere. wahahars. doubt he noes. and when he noes. well. tuu bad lorhhs. heheh. we smre use until no more qian le. hehehs.
woaah. gng tuu no more tym le. hhahahs. guez gotta log off. let hoon use. bleaahs. hahah. till dhen. x))


whoohoo. der hols are here. burrt bleaghhs. mahh hols are daarn paack. and it doesn't deserve tuu biie caalled a holidaae. sheesh.


mon - choir pluz ccl camp
tues - ccl camp plus choir xhange prograam.
wed - choir plus dher bbq
thurs - egeog project
fri - whee. free.
saat - choir plus svc
sundaae- okii. mahh own personaal tym.


and hors. dhis doesn't include mahh hmwrk whichh include almoz everi siingle subjects. rahh. i'm lykk sho fedup. i wud rathher we dhun haf hols and stiuu enjoy our tym. at leaast it wudn't biie sho darnn paack lykk dhiis.


annd caan yu believe dhiis. we haf tuu lykk staae overniite in skewl fer dher ccl camp. den nxt daae wif little sleep and even no tym tu bathhe. gosh. go and haf an xchannge proggram in anothher skewl. woaah. hahahs. we arre jush gonna let othher skewl noe how smellie chungcheng-ians smell. bleaaghs.


okii. shall go and wriite a testii fer sumone i long own-ed. yeaah. in case dher person gets angry. x)


sumtyms yuu gort tu luuk at dher thiings arnd yuu before yuu puut a stepp forwaard tuu trii it ouut.


bleaaahs. no.i dun wanna tok abouut it. =X


wheee. one thiing tuu luuk on dher brighterr siide ishh dhat i am goiing bowliing wiiv jo hoon and edwin tml.wahahars.and take neos.



whoopiie. we gonna haf a tym of our lyfes. if onli we cud end it wiiv steamboaat.but narhhs.tho mahh fault.burt we caan stiuu duu it another tym.




:)))


sumtyms yuu gort tu luuk at dher thiings arnd yuu before yuu puut a stepp forwaard tuu trii it ouut.


bleaaahs. no.i dun wanna tok abouut it. =X


wheee. one thiing tuu luuk on dher brighterr siide ishh dhat i am goiing bowliing wiiv jo hoon and edwin tml.wahahars.and take neos.



whoopiie. we gonna haf a tym of our lyfes. if onli we cud end it wiiv steamboaat.but narhhs.tho mahh fault.burt we caan stiuu duu it another tym.




:)))


haad halfdaae tuudae.



lols.burrt whooops.i din tell mahh parents.sho did yings and von. sho nevaah mind.wahahars.



went wiiv yings and von tuu paarkwaae kfc tu studiie.lols.shuo hao eaat firz den studiie tuugether hors.buut von larhhs.go wiiv justiin tu *ahem. sho ne.left miie and yings tuu studiie at der kfc.


wahahars. but at least i din waste dher tym. x)))


am sho super damm proud of mahhself. *patpat.


bahhh.


mahh luurbeliie seaat got takenn awaae.haiish. all cosh xinyaan larhhs.
*ar-bish* plae wiiv weiting waater tiuu mehmeh change our plaace. dumbshit. =X

and horrs. she totalliie suan-ed miie and xinyaan.shit her.saae waad yaan muz definitely drop hcl.duh.wad's her prob.itz yaan own decision.and saae miie tuibu alot.wth.juz drop tuu a2 and yu gort tuu kiip on blabberiing in klaaz juz coz we did sum dumb tricks. yuu guuud.


nw juaan all alone byy herself dhere lerrs. lols. nvm laarh hors gurrl.mehmeh wiuu definitely auto-change ur seaat waan.lols. dhat's wad she promiised miie. hehehs.